I did have a fair amount of spare time today,
it's just a nightmare trying to motivate myself to do stuff a lot of the time. Especially when i'm unbearably self-conscious about my voice and my coherency when recording myself.
(Jeru The Cunt of Monte Cristo, Mon 24 Mar 2008, 23:20, archived)

Twenty slow breaths before you start.
You might want to do some singing style breathing exercises, their secondary function is a confidence booster.
( Captain Wow hiding in plain sight, Mon 24 Mar 2008, 23:24, archived)

I'd rather just be really self-conscious and anxious about it to be honest.
Take away my demons and you take away my angels too. Over time i've just managed to circumvent it by talking outspokenly about how nervous or self-conscious I am in a vaguely amusing self-depricating manner.

It usually comes across and charming and endearing too, which is a plus. And there's also the fact i'm fucking mad to consider.
(Jeru The Cunt of Monte Cristo, Mon 24 Mar 2008, 23:29, archived)

I'm beginning to think that's a plus.

( Captain Wow hiding in plain sight, Mon 24 Mar 2008, 23:32, archived)