My Greatest RegretsWhen I was still quite young, I was offered the chance to spend several weeks in the South of France. My Uncle was going to drive me down in his vintage MG sports car. There would be sun, sand and, crucially, French girls.
I was too scared of the French girls to go.
What do you regret not doing?
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chthonic, Thu 5 Oct 2006, 13:25)
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The thing that kills me every day...About 2 and a half years ago i found out that a girl in my Secondary school who i had barely noticed before had taken a real liking to me. So anyway we were introduced by a friend one night whilst out getting pissed, and i must say she was, and still is, absolutely gorgeous. and smart, and funny, and good-natured. Generally perfect in every way. Unfortunately at the confused age of 16, i found it very hard to accept just how much this girl liked me. Usually the girls who showed this sort of affection towards me were either complete Pug-ugly mongs, or a bit mental, or had STDs, or all of the above.
To be honest i was kinda shocked and scared by it all, and found it very hard to get close with this girl and really open up to her.
Anyway the long and the short of it is, i basically told her (i hate myself so much for this) that she was very nice, but i just didn't really want a relationship with her or anyone. She was quite upset and we didn't speak for about a year (not because she refused to talk to me, more just that we didn't really see each other much as i had left school by this point and lived in a different town).
Anyway, flash forward a year, and i see this girl at a mates house party one night, and OH MY GOD it suddenly hit me. What the fuck had i done??? This girl is absolutely amazing, the perfect girl for me...Even though i was 17, i could actually imagine spending the ret of my life with her (corny as it sounds). To be honest, from that night on, i started to gradually fall in love with her. Problem is she's been going out with this other guy for the last year now and i think it's gonna remain a long term thing.
I still think about her every day and kick myself for being such a fucking twat and letting her slip away.
..And if you're reading this Katy Macintyre, I'm sorry i fucked things up and i love you. Really.
I Think the lesson for everyone here is that if something good comes your way out of the blue, FOR FUCK SAKE hold onto it..cos it'll be gone sooner than you realise if you don't.
*Apologies for general boringness of this post...but when a QOTW pops up that you can really relate to, sometimes it's just gotta be done*
(, Fri 6 Oct 2006, 13:36, Reply)
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