4 first loves of increasing magnitude
1) Jet from the gladiators

2)I met my next first love at the age of 4/5. St Jospehs primary school at handsworth, a girl called Alice. I once dived over the table in reception and ripped my mates maths book cos he stole my seat next to her. I even shunned the first girl in our class to get breasts for her. We stayed freinds through secondary school but it never amounted to much.

Que first love 3) I met a girl called becky on a family camp for our scout groups (she was a cubs older sister) After about 3 or 4 weeks we were on a coach coming back from alton towers we were snuggled up on the back seat with her coat over her lap. It was at this point that i first came to know that "fishy fingers" wasn't just something ur nan cooked for ur tea on thursdays. About 2 weeks later I had decided that I must be in love with her and went and told her. (being the young, nieve, 15 year old virgin with a hard on that i was i thought it wud be the best way for me to finally get my end away) She dumped me the day after :(

and finlly first love number 4) I met a girl at around june time last year and we really hit it off and i ended up snogging her at a party. when i eventually had to go she spent the rest of the night crying cos she'd just cheated on her bf of 6 months. We stay freinds but nothing much ever happens. Que 6 months later she accidentaly send a message to me which was meant for her best mate goin on about how she's thinking of ending it with bf who she's been with for nearly a year now.... que shoulder to cry on!!! We ended up sleeping together and she still remains the best shag of my life. After a couple of weeks at this she diceded to finally end it with her bf on their year anniversary. She didnt want to go straigh back into another relationship so we spent the next 3 months as fuck buddies until eventually in may she aggreed to go out with me. Come the end of the summer we went to Filey for a weekend together (non-stop-party-town!!!) On the second night we'd been stood on the sea front just holding each other looking at the stars and the waves and shit, then we went up to the room and just laid in bed together at which point i finally plucked up the courage to tell her just how in love with her i was. It ended 2 weeks later and we hardly speak any more.* It still hurts and depresses me just how much i managed to fuck things up with her.


*Sleeping with 2 of her mates a couple of weeks after we broke up probably didnt help the situation

Apologies
(Duff_the_Funky_Chicken, Thu 20 Oct 2005, 19:19, Reply)