» The nicest thing someone's ever done for me

A selfless thought...
Over my lifetime, the single most thoughtless thing a person has done for me, is being there for me.

At the age of 21, i've had a 5 year relationship break down due to my wanting to go to university, and the girl resenting me for it, a brother kill himself, the dissolution of my parents relationship, and the total and utter collapse of my family altogether around factors of which i've brought on myself.

I won't go into detail, but mostly all these things are my fault, in regards to my use of mr. brownstone from the age of 15, and my total and utter disregard of anyone else in the world but myself for the last few years...

Then someone stepped into my life. She, being a few years younger than me, brought out the brotherly sense in me (I am the youngest, most spoilt child, called the "blue eyed baby" by my siblings..), nothing sexual... Just the feeling I need to look after them in their times of need... And need me they did.

So for making me realise there's much more to this world, I thank you little miss Shaggerous. For taking my stupid selfishness, and my idiotic self dependant ideals away from myself, I thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
(Sat 4th Oct 2008, 3:16, More)