I hate football.
I hope England do well now because of Hodgson. But it's difficult to put into words how little I care about football at this time. I didn't care anyway, but now I don't care about anything. There's nothing anyone can say. I was besotted and now I've been sucker punched in the face. If you were by my side right now I'd demand a hug. I wouldn't even demand one actually, I'd just take one off of you. You wouldn't have a choice. But as it is I'm listening to sad music on my own whilst chain smoking and desperately holding back tears. Why should anyone have to feel like this?
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:38, 2 replies, latest was 12 years ago)

That's well gay. I don't care.
I'm fucking annoyed. I like someone and she likes me. There's no reason to be in this situation and I'm gonna change it. I know I keep thinking aloud but it helps.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:40, Reply)

If you invest a lot of emotion in someone, there is always a risk that it won't be repaid.

( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:40, Reply)

I mean she's 29 and I'm 21.
But that's made no issues. We've been seeing each other for four months. If that was a a point in the beginning fair enough. But it wasn't. Maybe she thought it'd never get serious and it's got to the point where it might and she's fucked me off. I don't know. All I know is there's absolutely no way I'm just gonna drop it.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:45, Reply)

Baz, If I was local, I'd take you to a casino.
I'd give you sufficient coins to play the tables for half an hour and get you a proper drink,

Get drunk, get upset and mope about for a few days. You need to.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:50, Reply)

^^^ this, with added "don't make a tit of yourself by doing something rash".

( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:51, Reply)

I mean I considered topping myself but I don't want to give her the satisfaction.
I just want to find someone that I can spend time with who makes me smile beyond words. She did that. I want someone else to do that. I'm shit at talking to girls. She talked to me when I first met her. Why does everything have to be so shit?
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 1:02, Reply)