I was sobbing quite a bit when I first heard.Massive strange instant tears. I didn't even realise I was crying for a while. Now it just seems unreal. I keep half expecting someone to say; 'Oops, we're really sorry, this got way out of control. She's actually fine. Sorry guys!'
On a more positive note it's reminded me what a lovely bunch b3ta is. When I moved to uni I ended up spending less and less time on here, mainly due to work and trying to befriend new 'real' people. The majority of those people turned out to be utter prats. Suddenly I remembered why I used to spend so much of my time here and why I didn't mind spending that bit extra on train fare to get to a bash. It's just a shame that it took something so tragic for me to realise.
Sorry for soppiness, it's late.
(On a more positive note it's reminded me what a lovely bunch b3ta is. When I moved to uni I ended up spending less and less time on here, mainly due to work and trying to befriend new 'real' people. The majority of those people turned out to be utter prats. Suddenly I remembered why I used to spend so much of my time here and why I didn't mind spending that bit extra on train fare to get to a bash. It's just a shame that it took something so tragic for me to realise.
Sorry for soppiness, it's late.
Fluffy elephants,
Thu 20 May 2010, 4:00,
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