
if i can't smoke, nor can they! if i'm getting rid of the fags, i don't want their smoke! plus, it's really tempting.
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Fri 16 May 2008, 2:09,
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Montecristo cigars on my desk in front of me. I've not decided to give up smoking yet, but if I do I'll be pissed off if I don't smoke them first.
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Fri 16 May 2008, 2:14,
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you just made me think of shrek 2, where one of the fairy godmother's helpers goes into her office with her coffee and a montecristo :)
anyway, i can hardly keep my eyes open anymore, so g'night all!
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Fri 16 May 2008, 2:19,
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anyway, i can hardly keep my eyes open anymore, so g'night all!

But i dont mind the smell of smoke.. doesnt bother me.. I dont feel like im missing out on anything.. because i know actualy smoking a cig tastes like shit, and i spent most of my youth forcing my self to smoke in spite of the shite taste.. The smell of smoke to me, smells a bit nostalgic.. but I couldnt smell it while i was smoking, because im a smoke.. to the fact i can actualy smell what smoke really smells like is a victory to me.
I have nightmares that ive given in and smoked.. but its only been a couple of weeks.. I just feel so possitive about the whole thing i dont think im going to give in and smoke..
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Fri 16 May 2008, 2:19,
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I have nightmares that ive given in and smoked.. but its only been a couple of weeks.. I just feel so possitive about the whole thing i dont think im going to give in and smoke..

that tends to be when i weaken. also, if you do give in and have a smoke, it's not the end of the world. it doesn't mean you have to start smoking again, it just means you're human. i quit at the end of january and i've had 2 lapses, both when i was drinking. i'm still not smoking though.
g'night!
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Fri 16 May 2008, 2:22,
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g'night!