From the comments section of dreams:
"Ewan, if you are reading this (and all other comments) please know that this was not your fault. No matter how hard you slapped your Dad I'm sure he had worse. This was a tragic accident. Don't let it ruin your life. Your Dad wouldn't that. Make your Dad even prouder of you and be strong."
*sobs*
(, Wed 9 Dec 2020, 13:18, Reply)