» The last thing that made me cry

Anti-fur
Just now as well also watching the Anti-fur video. www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=j_lopez&Player=wm&speed=_med

Now let's all get together and skin that fat cunt J-Lo!
(Thu 14th Apr 2005, 14:00, More)

» Beautiful Moments

Another one...
Last year a patient of mine had been having treatment for cancer. She wrote me a letter after she'd finished treatment. The part I remember most was when she thanked me for being there, and the sentence, 'You made a difference'. I broke down in tears at that moment as up until then I wasn't sure how much good I was doing. Sadly she later died a few months later, and despite feeling sad that there wasn't anything I could have done, her letter helped me not feel bad about it, as I'd done what I could and she appreciated me for it.
(Sun 13th Mar 2005, 17:11, More)

» Your Weirdest Teacher

Toilet issues
Not actually one of my old teachers, but a story my ex-boyfriend told me. He had a newly qualified teacher taking them for a class when they were in year 11. Anyway she basically wasn't very good at keeping the class under control and one day things got too much for her. She started screaming, then locked herself in the supplies cupboard.... and then had a shit! She stayed in there for hours! Dirty bitch... I think she was carted off for psychological help soon after that!
(Wed 9th Nov 2005, 22:22, More)

» Beautiful Moments

Too many but here goes...
One of my nicest memories is when I was 16, having a sleepover with some friends. End of the GCSEs so lots of parties and things. Anyway, my boyfriend and i were sleeping on a single mattress thing, and he was just staring into my eyes and said 'You are so beautiful'. It was the first time I'd ever heard it where it really meant something. It was just such an innocent time as well, everything was so uncomplicated. Next beautiful moment was when he told me he loved me for the first time... Of course we only went out for about 6 months but it was great...

Another great time was when it finally happened with the guy I'd been in love with secretly for over a year. He was my best friend, and I couldn't tell him. Again I had people round at my house, and we were all watching a film in the front room. I asked the guy if i could go under his arm cos I was stretching out on the sofa, so he put his arm around me. Then as the film went on, I started to stroke his tummy slightly, and I noticed his hand started to move towards mine. I remember it was moving so slowly... My heart was beating so fast, and when our hands finally touched (after about 20 minutes!) , it was like *and excuse the corniness* magic. It was the most wonderful moment I know, and whilst further things happened, nothing quite topped that one moment. At that moment, it really felt like we were the only two people in the world. It's amazing that something just like holding hands can be so intimate and exciting. It turned out he'd liked me for ages as well but had been too scared to do anything about it. It's pretty strange but I still remember that one hand holding moment more than any other experience with boyfriends! It really was magical... I may cry now...

Gigs include Coldplay playing Shiver at V2003, for the end of the festival, then Keane playing Bedshaped as their final song at both gigs I've been to (especially the Islington one last week though, as it was being filmed for Comic Relief, so all this red glitter came down from the ceiling). I was with someone pretty special to me at that last one, so it was good to be able to share the moment...
(Sun 13th Mar 2005, 1:31, More)

» Scars with history

Swimming
When I was about 7 I was in the swimming pool and as I tried to get out my hands slipped cos there was no grip on the tiles resulting in me smashing my chin off the edge. Saw that a couple of people had seen this happen, so decided to play it cool and just keep swimming assuming it was just a small cut until i noticed that I was getting a surrounding of red in the pool like in Jaws or something... only needed a few stitches but I still have a small scar under my chin today. Reminds me of the "If there's blame, there's a claim" type adverts, although I don't think litigation was so hot about 12 years ago... Shame...
(Sun 6th Feb 2005, 13:08, More)