» The last thing that made me cry

For money
I was desperate and the bank wouldn't give me any more.

I cried. And cried. In front of a huge queue of people. Total hysteria meant nice cheque was in my account the next day :-)

God I love being female.
(Thu 14th Apr 2005, 11:42, More)

» Guilty Pleasures

Ha, I feel no guilt!
De-icing the freezer compartments of fridges once they've got really iced up - using a knife to hack off huge chunks of ice.
Soooo satisfying, way better than sex.

Eating meat - supposedly a v strict vegetarian, but I eat bacon sandwiches in the privacy of my room on a daily basis.

Singing along to Jamelia - kinda wrecks my rock chic image.
(Tue 12th Apr 2005, 11:44, More)

» Guilty Pleasures

...and some more
I sometimes spend whole days hiding under my desk with my computer pretending there's some kind of nuclear holocaust and its the only way I can survive.

I love picking my scabs and showing my scars really obviously in public just to freak people out.
Yes, I am one sick girl.
(Tue 12th Apr 2005, 11:57, More)

» Walkman Flashbacks

Don't Stop me Now
With a load of other drunk 18 year old girls at the end of a ball. Knowing I'd never see most of them again, desperately trying to get around to dumping my bf, and trying to look perfectly normal and refined despite being off my tits on coke.

Miss them in a way...though crying to that song now does look a little pathetic.
(Sun 27th Mar 2005, 16:36, More)

» Beautiful Moments

Sunsets...
...are v over rated. Except one. Aged 15, rooftop terrace in Sorrento, listening to musicians playing emotional songs, watching the sun set over the Bay of Naples.

Never felt that way before or since, cried with happiness. I'd sacrifice all the sex and drugs in my life in exchange for that moment, I swear to god. Forget carnal pleasures. Sunsets are where it's at.
(Fri 11th Mar 2005, 19:54, More)