This is still unbelievably shit.e yo
How can five bottles of wine and decetn music not make you feel better. I'm not gonna cry any more. I swear I'll get her. I don't even care that I'm not talking to anyone any more, I'll talk to myself. She likes me. That's all there is to it. I'll wait. I'll fucking wait. I may be crying right now but everything is gonna turn out fine. Everything else can fuck off. And if it doesn't I'll top myself.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:22, 1 reply, 12 years ago)

Seriously, everything else can absolutely fuck off.
This isn't over. Who am I talking to? I don't know. I don't care. I'll win in the end. I'll get her. I will, I really will. I'm not just fucking dropping it out now.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:26, Reply)

The best thing you can do right now is sleep on it,
and re-evaluate matters when you're in a more rational state of mind.
( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:28, Reply)

Baz.
You LOVE football. Just remember that.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:35, Reply)

I hate football.
I hope England do well now because of Hodgson. But it's difficult to put into words how little I care about football at this time. I didn't care anyway, but now I don't care about anything. There's nothing anyone can say. I was besotted and now I've been sucker punched in the face. If you were by my side right now I'd demand a hug. I wouldn't even demand one actually, I'd just take one off of you. You wouldn't have a choice. But as it is I'm listening to sad music on my own whilst chain smoking and desperately holding back tears. Why should anyone have to feel like this?
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:38, Reply)

That's well gay. I don't care.
I'm fucking annoyed. I like someone and she likes me. There's no reason to be in this situation and I'm gonna change it. I know I keep thinking aloud but it helps.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:40, Reply)

If you invest a lot of emotion in someone, there is always a risk that it won't be repaid.

( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:40, Reply)

I mean she's 29 and I'm 21.
But that's made no issues. We've been seeing each other for four months. If that was a a point in the beginning fair enough. But it wasn't. Maybe she thought it'd never get serious and it's got to the point where it might and she's fucked me off. I don't know. All I know is there's absolutely no way I'm just gonna drop it.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:45, Reply)

Baz, If I was local, I'd take you to a casino.
I'd give you sufficient coins to play the tables for half an hour and get you a proper drink,

Get drunk, get upset and mope about for a few days. You need to.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:50, Reply)

^^^ this, with added "don't make a tit of yourself by doing something rash".

( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Mon 28 May 2012, 0:51, Reply)

I mean I considered topping myself but I don't want to give her the satisfaction.
I just want to find someone that I can spend time with who makes me smile beyond words. She did that. I want someone else to do that. I'm shit at talking to girls. She talked to me when I first met her. Why does everything have to be so shit?
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Mon 28 May 2012, 1:02, Reply)