Or in the memory if those who survive,tho we've been her memory for years. She's worked all her life to prepare for retirement than fate has taken away her mind and now possibly her life. So what was the fucking point!?
Is weird, we are helpless babies, we grow old, we become again those helpless babies we were at the most inappropriate time to be so.
And those that once were our babies become the parents.
Life is weird and hard to interpret in any way that makes it seem like there's any point to it once you get past any stage where there's any enjoyment in it.
I guess we just deal.
I guess I shouldn't be dealing with this on b3ta neither but things just welled up and I felt a need...
(Is weird, we are helpless babies, we grow old, we become again those helpless babies we were at the most inappropriate time to be so.
And those that once were our babies become the parents.
Life is weird and hard to interpret in any way that makes it seem like there's any point to it once you get past any stage where there's any enjoyment in it.
I guess we just deal.
I guess I shouldn't be dealing with this on b3ta neither but things just welled up and I felt a need...
..wil,
Sun 17 Oct 2010, 0:47,
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trying to make sense of it all is one of the hardest thingsit seems pointless to us and maybe it is, but it's beyond our comprehension. if he is your best mate, take comfort in the fact that she at least knows she succeeded in raising her child well
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Smash Monkey lowering the tone of the whole internet,
Sun 17 Oct 2010, 0:51,
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Love ya girl.She was a wonderful person, even if she pulls thru that person left years ago.
He is a good man.
I gotta stop this, suddenly seems like I'm cheapening it, sorry.
Thankyou tho.
XXX
(He is a good man.
I gotta stop this, suddenly seems like I'm cheapening it, sorry.
Thankyou tho.
XXX
..wil,
Sun 17 Oct 2010, 0:55,
archived)
no worries :)try and get some sleep.
g'night hun xx
(g'night hun xx
Smash Monkey lowering the tone of the whole internet,
Sun 17 Oct 2010, 0:57,
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