I do feel for you.But know that you are lucky to have a father so good that you are not dancing on his grave.
That would be my recently deceased stepfather.
Your sorrow is because it was so good, my joy is because was bad, the world is a better place in my case.
Sometimes you cry because you were lucky, before your loss. This is preferable.
Carry on, I hope that you can take a few days off to mourn well.
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That would be my recently deceased stepfather.
Your sorrow is because it was so good, my joy is because was bad, the world is a better place in my case.
Sometimes you cry because you were lucky, before your loss. This is preferable.
Carry on, I hope that you can take a few days off to mourn well.