
I sit here, staring into the screen. My mind wanders over the events of today. There was so many highs and lows. My cat died, I got a job offer, I made friends, I got in a fight with my girlfriend, I kissed an ugly girl, people found out, I try to sleep now, I cannot. I have a feeling that I will not sleep. I haven't in the past at times. It is difficult because my mind wanders and ponders. I cannot stop thinking. I try to forget. The only thing that is helping me right now is my cigarette.
TSHHHHHHH *puts out fag*
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Sun 9 Nov 2003, 3:29,
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TSHHHHHHH *puts out fag*

with their lips
(sorry to hear about your shitty day)
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Sun 9 Nov 2003, 3:30,
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(sorry to hear about your shitty day)

You know what? Even your sympathy from hundreds of miles away makes me feel better. It's funny how that works. Maybe it's just me. Indeed, the day was shitty; and yet, I feel like I can overcome the feelings of this day. I will move straight to acceptance. Nothing can stop me. I will not worry about what others think of me, and only what I want for myself.
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Sun 9 Nov 2003, 3:32,
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