Why?why on earth? i even dont care so much,why you must embarrass yourself in this way?!why you are so Stubborn?!Dont you know you are just 24,the damned Life still is so long.you see those people even ever stayed in jail,they also have to go on life.How you cant restart?!Really,the things in the past just try to let go,but dont,Pls Dont make it worse and worse,you understand?!are you still with eyes and ears?you cant see and cant hear that you still have chance to restart?at least theres still a Me in waiting.pls listen to me once more,can you?!you know now as long as i think about you,i really cant get to sleep,why you must let me worry about you so much?!but you know i live with my parents,always in disguise its not easy.you know im not that good as you imagine,nobody and nothing can be perfect in the world,you dont need to care so much!Come over,Arno.if you like,you can stay in my aunt's flat here(they are there,just my cousin live there looking after the flat)you know ssomething lost still can be rebuilt,anyway we never start in real life:) a person lost his confidence its a kind of horrible thing. maybe when you are here,you can have a little talk with my cousin,hes already 40,without wife,child,flat,car...but actually hes very intelligent and also a capricorn,really a good man i think,but its life depends on your choice every that time...but hes still very Positive!i think life only permit us with a positive attitude,otherwise become worse and worse gradually it will let you realise,so also Pls being Positive again!For me,can you?!
tell me your phone number?sometimes i can phone you.this is my number:(home)0086 0731 4111723 (mobilphone)0086 im not sure in this way0 13875850553 or in this way 0731 13875850553. 0731 is the code of Changsha. 13875850553 is my cellphone number.
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Wed 3 May 2006, 3:43,
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tell me your phone number?sometimes i can phone you.this is my number:(home)0086 0731 4111723 (mobilphone)0086 im not sure in this way0 13875850553 or in this way 0731 13875850553. 0731 is the code of Changsha. 13875850553 is my cellphone number.
I think I'm in love with you.
gronkpan @vomitinglarry.bsky.social,
Wed 3 May 2006, 3:56,
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if you think soCant you do something Positive for the one you love?or Do a little change that you know she will be happy for it?Dont let her and yourself live in a so Bitter way,pls!its not wise to enjoy waste time!how many 24years still exisit for us?!
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Wed 3 May 2006, 4:06,
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I thought saying I loved you was positive.You've made me very sad now.
( gronkpan @vomitinglarry.bsky.social,
Wed 3 May 2006, 4:07,
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*hugs*you misundertood!
all i meant refer to the Present time!the things go on
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Wed 3 May 2006, 4:18,
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all i meant refer to the Present time!the things go on
maybe i shouldnt come to b3ta any more,just MSNthe site made me can not differentiate the things in the past and the present.
sorry
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Wed 3 May 2006, 4:24,
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sorry
thats the Favorite Legend i've ever readvery touching and affecting and heartaching
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