it is pointless to put yourself on a 'what if' coulda/shoulda/woulda guilt trip. all you can do is to make peace with the shitty situation, don't put yourself on a guilt trip it'll only make you miserable, try and get on with your life the best you can.
*hugs*
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*hugs*