I have seen into pure unfettid despair(or at least I like to think I live in the black hostile void for meladramatic purposes)
But as of late I seem to have become shakier and shakier, the thought, words and memories are still there but I don't seem to be able to feel it quite as much. I think it's been a series of events which have slowly been chipping away at me, insidiously bleeding normal social ideas in through the back door, then popping round with some sexual propositions.
Usually things blow over, well as regards to the sexual things anyway, but it seems a bit like my situation is slowly beginning to catch up with me and my idea(l)s. Although talking about it like it is a problem is as much of the problem as the occurances themselves.
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Sun 9 Mar 2008, 2:35,
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But as of late I seem to have become shakier and shakier, the thought, words and memories are still there but I don't seem to be able to feel it quite as much. I think it's been a series of events which have slowly been chipping away at me, insidiously bleeding normal social ideas in through the back door, then popping round with some sexual propositions.
Usually things blow over, well as regards to the sexual things anyway, but it seems a bit like my situation is slowly beginning to catch up with me and my idea(l)s. Although talking about it like it is a problem is as much of the problem as the occurances themselves.
but maybe be less sensative(for lack of a better word) to such thingsis just part of the process of understanding and accepting, which is a good thing surely?
i'd like to give you a hug and just completely dumb everything down and say "there, there, it'll all get better".
(i'd like to give you a hug and just completely dumb everything down and say "there, there, it'll all get better".
KittyVomit more super than a can of Tennants,
Sun 9 Mar 2008, 2:41,
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I saw a French film on BBC4 a few weeks backAnd the chubby girl with self esteem problems and father issues, started crying and said "I'm a zero".
To which the French bloke who was in the room sat next down to her and said "We're all zeros".
That is why I love the chariactures of French people in French films, because I swear they cannot actually be like that.
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Sun 9 Mar 2008, 2:51,
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To which the French bloke who was in the room sat next down to her and said "We're all zeros".
That is why I love the chariactures of French people in French films, because I swear they cannot actually be like that.
a chubby french girl for one..wtf...the french are somewhat very beautiful(and i don't just mean purely by appearance) and at the same time bloody annoying.
( KittyVomit more super than a can of Tennants,
Sun 9 Mar 2008, 2:55,
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