A story to scare the kids
Massive drugs in their place I'm sure are fine. Massive legal drugs are even worse. If there's anything we all know it's that long and involved drug stories are boring especially to people who don't partake, so I'll keep this short and sweet.

A hospital stay that incorporated two months in ICU, also meant that I was on pretty much the safe maximum of morphine for a month, which was then replaced by fentanyl. The most prominent feature of these apart from painkilling, was hallucinations.

Imagine lying there, and believing that you have extra limbs lying on top of your own, that you can only control by pure willpower, and that everytime you relax your vigilance, they crawl up and start choking you, and that you have to concentrate every cell in your body to forcing them back down to your sides. So real, that all you can blink to other people is 'extra arms' and wonder why no-one else in the room can see what's so obvious to you. For three weeks.

If that's what legal drugs are like, fucked if I'm going anywhere near proper massive drugs
( Amberl was stripey and dominated Europe, Thu 16 Sep 2010, 13:47, Reply)