I appear to be following the hermit route too :\*attempts to place blame on b3ta*
*realises this is stupid and must instead place blame on chemicals functioning incorrectly in her brain*
(*realises this is stupid and must instead place blame on chemicals functioning incorrectly in her brain*
Face will put on her red shoes and nrans the blues,
Sat 10 May 2008, 1:49,
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I'm not even the joke hermit though, I'm the actual doesn't leave the house and has abandoned/been abandoned by all friends and social contacts.It's like the classical standpoint of a hermit philosopher ground up with the mind of an adolescent gamer. Worst mixture ever, unless you want to evaluate the intellectual and practical value of games.
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Sat 10 May 2008, 1:52,
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This sounds like where I may well be soon17
Never had a proper relationship
Is far too frightened to try
Mega insecure
Uses sexuality as a defence mechanism
Friends will probably tire of me.
*should be talking like this on Oprah, not b3ta!*
(Never had a proper relationship
Is far too frightened to try
Mega insecure
Uses sexuality as a defence mechanism
Friends will probably tire of me.
*should be talking like this on Oprah, not b3ta!*
Face will put on her red shoes and nrans the blues,
Sat 10 May 2008, 1:55,
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The only thing I'd suggest is to find a, or multiple, friends who do actually care about each other's mental state personality etc.Not just social status and the accepted ways of having fun.
That said I don't think there's anything bad or wrong with how I've ended up, I've got a much better understanding and empathy for other human beings, despite inherently despising them for their cruelty and hypocrisy.
Pity it makes you feel constantly on edge and conflicted though.
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Sat 10 May 2008, 2:00,
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That said I don't think there's anything bad or wrong with how I've ended up, I've got a much better understanding and empathy for other human beings, despite inherently despising them for their cruelty and hypocrisy.
Pity it makes you feel constantly on edge and conflicted though.
Mmm, something like that...Anywho, as much as I'd love to stay and talk life, I must be off.
(like I said down there VVV somewhere)
Goodnight x
((like I said down there VVV somewhere)
Goodnight x
Face will put on her red shoes and nrans the blues,
Sat 10 May 2008, 2:02,
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I really need to go to bed...Gotta get up at 9 to go to the gym in an attempt to cure self of bad habits and whatnot!
Night night oddball :) x
(Night night oddball :) x
Face will put on her red shoes and nrans the blues,
Sat 10 May 2008, 2:00,
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