circumstances don't help.
www.b3ta.com/questions/letterstheywillneverread/post658138
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TheSundaeLunch I'm a fucking shrub, alright?, Sun 6 Mar 2011, 18:21,
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I don't get what you are telling me here,
this reads like a circumstance, and not a chemical. Sadly, this circumstance is in the past and therefore not liable to change, although perhaps you can change your interpretation of it.
Nevertheless, I'm not saying that chemicals are never the problem, and circumstances always are, I'm saying that circumstances were my problem, and there is not a one-size-fits-all solution to every case of depression. Some people do get wonky brain chemistry. Other people get dealt a genuinely shit hand now and then.
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Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag, Sun 6 Mar 2011, 18:27,
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And that was a genuinely shit hand that you got dealt right there,
but it really wasn't your fault, as much as you feel that it was the consequence of your decision, no reasonable person could possibly expect you to have foreseen it.
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Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag, Sun 6 Mar 2011, 18:44,
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Sorry to hear that Sundae
That's something no one should feel responsibility for, especially from the age of 15. Hope you're working through it?
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Jorvic, Sun 6 Mar 2011, 18:34,
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Long time ago now.
But I feel it, most days. Sometimes for 20 seconds, sometimes longer.
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TheSundaeLunch I'm a fucking shrub, alright?, Sun 6 Mar 2011, 18:46,
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