been there
Hey Harry, I have also almost jumped from a rooftop but didn't for same reasons as you. Have woken up in jail. That was the end of my crazed drinking. I did dry out for four years. It's hard, but possible. I hope you have some supportive people in your life that you can trust. A lot of shame goes along with this particular brand of self-destruct. I have been back on the piss myself for a few months now, but it's not compulsive for me anymore, just about fun. Still, I watch myself.

You might try to think about what's behind this for you - is it just chemical, or is there some sort of emotional plane that you are trying to access through drink. Whatever you do, be careful. Drink at home where your access is limited. Feel free to send me a message at any time. I will be thinking of you.
( cackers, Sun 21 Dec 2008, 22:05, Reply)