But the ridiculous thing is
that it's not about how attractive/good looking/beautiful you may be..that's wildly evident from the scores not just of fellow b3tans but throughout the site. People give scores on really strange criteria - all the blatantly sexy photos get a 10 - regardless of the age of the person in the picture or how attractive they may be.

See, this is why I'm so disappointed in myself - it's not about how good looking anyone may be...I'm not sure what it's about, but I like to compete!

I'm like this with sport too - I've unfortunately got Alpha female drives to win at everything.
I used to play netball - this was only about three or four years ago. I thought to myself, Yes! I can do this! I was crap at school, but that was just because...erm...lack of confidence.

So I went and played...and I have all the drive and desire to win - I *always* play to win.

Sadly my desires are not matched by my abilities.

I can't catch.

I can't throw.

All I have is a determination to win....

Not really very helpful when you fall over people and get yourself in the way. Constantly.

So yes, Alpha female determination not matched by a B3ta female spakhandedness.

:D
( chickenlady b3ta's very own Elizabeth Taylor, Wed 2 Jul 2008, 21:28, Reply)