The first time.
Well, the first time I told someone that I loved them was to Dill. He was my first BF and I really thought that I did love him, but on reflection I realise that I really never did...

Anyhoo the first time I told someone I loved them and meant it, was completely randomly in the pub when I suddenly realised that I was very much in love with the man sitting next to me (I did know him, it wasn't a stranger). He looked so shocked that I didn't bring it up again...

Until he did. About three days later, he said 'You didn't really meant what you said before did you?' and me being a complete dumbass thought that this was his nice way of saying 'Your insane.' So I replied with 'Um, yeah, of course, don't know what I was thinking'.

He started going out with his GF again and I was left alone. He barely talks to me now...

It's definately up in the top 5 stupidist moments of all time.

This QOTW is by far one of the most depressing. I feel quite sad now.

Thanks so much for heaving up the unbearable pain B3TA.

No really, thanks x

*curls up and cries*

Edit; Guilt trip was a few weeks ago. Damn.
(Spoil Me please, oh, please, Wed 26 Oct 2005, 11:54, Reply)