Jhonen Vasquez wrote....
We're told to accept the fact that life goes on and that nothing is forever,

NOTHING

But I don't want to accept this!!

I don't want to see it all as just a dead thing before it dies!!

I HAD SOMEONE!!

I HAD SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL!!

The world still spun around in all its arbitrary fury,

But I had someone to hold tight to

SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL!!


AND I F*CKED IT UP!!! I DID EXACTLY WHAT I NEVER WANTED TO DO!! I TURNED IT INTO SOMETHING COLD AND WEARY!!

Now,

Screaming in fear I hold tighter but she squirms away

Pushing me off

And the faster I run to catch her, to hold her the faster she runs to escape, the more she recoils from my touch.

Dreaming of a world that has stopped dreaming of me.

Going away driven by the more desirable idea of new dreams and I don't seem to be accepting it.

AND I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT

I DON'T WANT TO GET USED TO LOSING THE FEW THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL!!!

I SAW THE FILTH BUT I HAD SOMETHING!

And the noise in my head with all its voices, repeats one thing, incessantly

More than anything else,

"Im so sorry. Im so sorry. Don't let go of me now. Dream of me. Don't let me wake up"

But I know that it is only noise

Sh!t

Someone beautiful


*I likes it for its poetic beauty and its exactly how I felt about an ex when she dumped me, lets call her Emily cos thats her name*
( Peej, Tue 2 Sep 2008, 11:59, Reply)