Love lies
Being 19 years old, my girlfriend 17. We'd been together for a year or more.

After work I started having a couple of beers (just 2 bottles of miller mind) as I was a bit stressed out, and would then sleep for a couple of hours (I worked 7am to 3pm), I'd recently been given a promotion and was finding it intense. After a few months this turned into waking up and then having a few more beers.

Retrospectively, I think I couldn't juggle my job and my girlfriend at the same time.

Anyway, I realise that we're always having sex after I've had a few beers. I start to become concerned, and I stay off the beer for a few days. Could I get it up without beer? No. Could I get it up by creating a spontaneous rubbing/grinding motion whilst fingering her? Yes.

I'd lost interest, I knew it. How did I resolve this?

I didn't. Either A) Alcohoilism took over, B) I didn't love her or C) I'm gay.

I stayed with her until I was 21. 2 years. To this day I've never told her. The answer is B.

1 ticket to Hull?
(allywilson, Tue 16 Dec 2008, 20:28, 1 reply)

Sounds reasonably normal
for someone who doesn't really know what they want and don't have the confidence to say "fuck it, let's see how things go".

/experience
(Shippy likes linebreaks and doesn't care what you think, Tue 16 Dec 2008, 23:39, closed)