dear friend
it was good to hear from you today. I didnt expect it and I dont expect to hear from you again. Still, its good to know everything we've been through hasn;t been forgotten and dismissed.
We've been through many times. People came, people went. Tears were cried over so many bad times but you were always the one that would just let me get the tears out. I've hurt my self so many times from when you make me laugh. Real, deep, heartfelt laughs. No one else could do that.
You were always there for me, but i was there for your too. The little presents that always had meanings, making sure you were always the last one i drop home so we could have tea and chats, staying up till 4am so your not alone even when i had to be up at 7.
Years passed, good times and bad, but you were always there. Even after i moved away, coming home meant seeing you. But that all changed this summer. We were silly. we crossed a line. we messed it up. things became 'weird'. Even weirder after Christmas eve.
But the weirdest thing? the night we stopped being friends is the night i realised i might love you.
I thought i found my soulmate, but ended up losing the best friend in the world. And you dont even know. you never know. and you never will x

Miss you
(Emily Salvage, Sat 6 Mar 2010, 23:08, 9 replies)

I think you should send this
:(
( Throat And Ice Pie I see dem tatties dere., Sat 6 Mar 2010, 23:35, closed)

too much of a wuss to do that :( too many excuses not too... hey, thats life.
(Emily Salvage, Sat 6 Mar 2010, 23:51, closed)

Me too
It's hard to get it right isn't it.
( Herb Alpert's Taxi Driver I have very beautiful lips, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 0:08, closed)

even harder when you get it wrong :(
(Emily Salvage, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 0:10, closed)

Fuck It
you already lost your best friend - how much worse could it get?

Tell him/her - he/she might be feeling the same way...

Cheers
( Legless Mister Stabby - shanks for the memory, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 11:27, closed)

aww :(

( idonthaveafunnynickname Drink-Aware? Sure. I'm aware I want another drink., Sun 7 Mar 2010, 4:40, closed)

Naaah, go for it
nothing to lose.
(Juan Quar is clinging to her front teeth on, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 7:09, closed)

Don't do it!
You're risking embarassment and rejection against the possibility of a lifetime of happiness and fulfillment - much better to keep it all hidden away.
(johnson, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 12:06, closed)

i know its cliche but things are 'complicated'... I now have a lovely man in my life who i think is right for me, it was the phone call out the blue by my old love that has sent me into this spin.
Do I give up a lovely guy who thinks the world of me for a punt on an old frined (all be it the "love of thine life") who has spoken to me once in 2010. hhmmm. I just miss him and the way things were. but such is life?

/ramblings. never know how good it was to emote over the internets x
(Emily Salvage, Sun 7 Mar 2010, 16:24, closed)