B3ta - Serious post, I'm afraid
Last year/18 months/2 years ago, I went through a horrendously rubbish time. I was depressed, all over the place, drinking too much and angry. I was working too much and my relationship was in a pretty ugly place.

I vented here on b3ta, not really wanting to find solace, but as an outlet for being narky and generally a bit, dare I say it, Emo, but for a reason. I was low and on more than one occasion, as much as I hate to admit it, suicidal.

I don't know how many of you read my posts and status messages and thought, "well, he's a cock" or "he's clearly deranged" and ignored me - which wouldn't surprise me.

However, a few people did read my messaged and did mail me - they contacted me and asked me if I was ok, checking up on me, talking to me, making sure that I was ok, counselling me too. I spent time talking to these few (one in particular) who guided me through my pain, sanity and relationship(s).

They saw me through what was the lowest point of my life, helped me get back to the person I was long before all this happened. They guided my thoughts and helped me see things properly - even with the aid of professional counsellor.

You know who you are, I can't remember all of you by individual b3ta name, but your place is in my heart. But in particular, PJM, I thank you for helping me and being a good friend.

I can't think of a nicer thing that's been done for me.
(james_tiger_woods is going to start his killing spree on the, Fri 3 Oct 2008, 14:38, 4 replies)

I'm genuinely touched...
Thank you.

Like you, I was going through a horrendous time too. I was drinking too much, at a very low point and pining after someone utterly toxic.

Thanks for all the words of wisdom and support that you gave me too. I'm very grateful.

We must do beer sometime.
(Bicycle Repairman "you're also a bit of a wanker", Fri 3 Oct 2008, 14:43, closed)

You're right
We should :)

Name a time/date - or mail/text me (Have you got my number??)
(james_tiger_woods is going to start his killing spree on the, Fri 3 Oct 2008, 14:46, closed)

Awwwww that's sweet.
*wipes away small tear*

*wipes cock on curtains to re-establish b3tan protocols*
(Bazongaloid, Fri 3 Oct 2008, 14:44, closed)

Well Done, sir!
Good to see you made it through the storm. That's what I like about b3ta, it's got a bit of everything, sex, drugs, rock 'n roll, bitching and the bit where people are nice to each other.

Warm feeling.

Maybe just peed myself. Sorry....
(SpangoTheWonderBadger is brewing beer, Fri 3 Oct 2008, 15:12, closed)