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I used to despise myself, mainly for not making the right choices, not being the right person that sort of thing. Fearing that every day it was a constant upset to everyone, even total strangers just to be near me.
So everyday i'd get up and decide to do something to make me seem more likable, learn a new joke , smile more that sort of thing.
Still i was clouded by self doubt that everything i was doing was wrong.
This feeling all but stopped after my confrontation with someone who used to pick on me in school (name calling , being pushed into the girls toilets nothing really bad but not good either) .
He came up to me one day and apologised for everything he ever did to me saying that "he regrets every bad thing he ever did" .
We had a few drinks and complained to each other about certain social issues and music. The whole thing made me realise that him feeling guilty probably made him more human.
I don't feel as bad anymore, not to say that i'm the perfect person i avoid chuggers and have yet to stop making sarcastic remarks to rude people.

But i would like to remind the court that i was justified in the massive brawl that i started.Not because he personally hurt me or picked on me in school, but because he was a single man who owned every Justin Beiber and Nikki Minaj single they realised and if i'm allowed to feel guilty for no reason then he's not allowed to feel ok for fianancing the decline of music.
(shake'n'bake Tally Ho, Biatch!, Wed 6 Jun 2012, 19:49, 2 replies)

You Suck

(I Think I've Gone Insane , is really really bored, Thu 7 Jun 2012, 0:46, closed)

Wut?

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