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# Ah,
very very tired.

I am sick of being treated like a prison escapee also.

I missed you! *hug*

You get a new lover?
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:39, archived)
# why are you being treated like an escapee?
and why arn't you only so much now? been lonely without you *hugs*

no new lovers. not girls anyway.
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:41, archived)
# Long story short:
Mental breakdown= suicide attempt= Closely watched= NO internet= being alone in my room with my poem book and an un-ringing phone.

And this wasn't my normal attempt... This was huge.

But my 'rents caught me and "saved" me.

(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:45, archived)
# ooh, shitfuck
glad they saved you, i'd been getting worried when i hadn't seen you online. i don't know what i'd have done if you'd managed, probably have joined you, nothing else to live for.
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:47, archived)
# Me?
Something to live for?

Oh, my, you are widely mistaken.

Anyways, IF I would have succeeded, how would you know?

*strokes chin*
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:50, archived)
# yes you
yes something to live for.

i have my ways of finding these things out.
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:52, archived)
# Haha, I see
I think I am going to put a guestbook in my profile, so if I am off and you wanna leave me messages, do so there.

Plus, you shouldn't list me as something to live for, Honestly.
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:55, archived)
# yeah, either that or i'll stress at you in m3ss3ng3r
you are something to live for, and everyone cares about you, i mean, if they didn't would your parents have saved you? would i be crying thinking at i could have lost you? no, of course not, you're the most important thing in a lot of peoples lives right now
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:58, archived)
# Honestly...
I am nothing to cry for. If my life was lost, there are many others out there just like me, with traits better then me.

There is always someone prettier
There is always someone smarter
There is alwaya someone better

Besides, When was I needed?
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:04, archived)
# i need you
at times you were the one glimmer of hope that was making my life worth living, just to try to help you as much as i could to keep you from ruining what'll turn out to be a great life
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:07, archived)
# *hug*
I miss you so much.

You and your compliments, you and your kind words, you and your peircings.

But I mostly just miss YOU
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:13, archived)
# awww, thanks
i'm really missing you too, i wish we could talk more like before *hugs* and *kisses*
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:15, archived)
# well I must be off...
Love ya
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:28, archived)
# :'-(
glad to know your ok, keep taking any drugs you need, hope to talk to you soon and buy "the confidence to be yourself. by Dr brian roet.

if you can, its helped me no end
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:31, archived)
# As Berk just said down a little
Be nice, Behave lots, Get better quickly and we can talk more about it when you're not having to constantly look over your shoulder and stuff.

But everbodys worth something...And everybody is needed by somebody else:-*
(I helped save b3ta! AzToTheRescue The arsehole formally known as Az The S slur, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:09, archived)
# Pardon me for prying but uh...
...how's keeping you from the net going to make you any safer?

And we do miss ya :)
Specially ya knees :)
(I helped save b3ta! Ratsta, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:55, archived)
# I have no idea...
But my keepers believe that it will make me safer.

And my knees say hello ^-^
(Xx Torn Kittie xX, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:58, archived)
# behave lots
be very nice and fluffy, use this as a bargaining tool to get you back at the internet or anything else you need
(I helped save b3ta! Dr. Kitteny Berk almost certainly drunk, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 4:00, archived)
# I'd have told him
I'm Satan.
(I helped save b3ta! AzToTheRescue The arsehole formally known as Az The S slur, Tue 22 Apr 2003, 3:53, archived)