I blame fate and selfishness
at the moment. The Alley Music Corp, who i can't quite pin down have got me banned from You Tube, and have threatend further action. I have a great job but can't quite pay the mortgage doing it. I'm old, single and incredibly dull to talk to. I cannot sing like i used to.
Nobodies fault, but it all hurts just the same.
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TheSundaeLunch I'm a fucking shrub, alright?,
Tue 19 Jan 2010, 21:52,
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Why does it hurt?
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Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag,
Tue 19 Jan 2010, 21:55,
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It hurts
because I care I suppose.
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TheSundaeLunch I'm a fucking shrub, alright?,
Tue 19 Jan 2010, 22:00,
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Yes!
But are you really judging yourself by your own standards? That is the question only you can answer. Who said there was anything wrong with being old and single, for instance?
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Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag,
Tue 19 Jan 2010, 22:03,
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Try it ;)
I don't know who's standards I use; i hope my own, but it is easy to go wrong there. Maybe my Dads, maybe my Mums, but that is all too deep and personal to share on here.
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TheSundaeLunch I'm a fucking shrub, alright?,
Tue 19 Jan 2010, 22:09,
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