This January:
So it's January, I've had a talk with my at the time girlfriend about how she isn't in the right place to be in a relationship etc. Foolishly, I agreed to to visit her for the weekend, and despite spending alot of my time and money seeing her, she pretty much blanked me the whole weekend, which I wasn't pleased about.

At home, I had a copy of dead space 2, a survial horror game which is rather scary, which seemed like a much better way to spend my time. I'd been dwelling on the fact I was missing out on something I'd like to do to sit and be ignored, while paying for the pleasure.

On the saterday night we ended up arguing about the fact I was being made to feel like Bruce Willis in the sixth sense. We eventually made up and fell asleep. Now, the lady in question can't sleep without music, so has her iPhone plugged into speakers which get quieter and quieter before turning off, this takes an hour.

I spent most of this time thinking about how I'd like to be playing dead space before I fell asleep, to dreams about dead space. I never wake up because of a bad dream, though I am a light sleeper. At 4 am her phone rang, while set to vibrate, causing the whole speaker set to shake and make a loud noise. I was torn from a dream about fighting for my life and didn't realise I was awake, so I began to scream. And scream. And scream. I remember thinking "I'm not sure why I'm screaming, but it would be worse to not scream when I should then to scream when I should not." this is why I kept screaming until my lady friend calmed me down.

I found it hilarious, she did not. She ended things on the grounds I don't believe in mediums, ghosts, 2012 appocolypse or any outer conspiracy site she has read that week.
(Mong goose, Thu 7 Apr 2011, 17:39, Reply)