Been depressed, frustrated and angry
Had some kind of weird episode on Thursday night where I thought my drink might have been spiked (probably hadn't), and haven't been right since. Dunno why. Have cut right back on the marijuana and might try and give up when what I have has run out, or at least take a break; could be the booze though; could be last week running out of medication and using my 2-year old pill stash; could be my brother keeping liquid acid in the house; could just be some kind of stupid episode. I've really not felt right throughout this weekend. Have been generally freaked out and my fingers and toes have been tingling. And seem to have suddenly started posting loads on b3ta again like I'd told myself I wouldn't.

I have got out to the pub however, and had a few evening meals with my folks, and listened to some music. Same old shit there I guess.

/emo blog thankfully at midnight on a Sunday when fuck all people will read it.
(Alfonso Bongo BELL AIRE HORSE EXTRAORDINAIRE, Sun 27 Feb 2011, 23:51, 2 replies, latest was 15 years ago)

AA must have posted

( Light In Chains maker of the ikea sofa, Mon 28 Feb 2011, 0:04, Reply)

Srs thou being a headbanger and taking script with MD's = BIG PROBLEMS

( Light In Chains maker of the ikea sofa, Mon 28 Feb 2011, 0:07, Reply)

I'm clicking I like this so millions of people will read it.

(PsychoChomp, Mon 28 Feb 2011, 0:23, Reply)