OK calm down with all the tech excitement yeah. This is serious.
I've been thinking for a long time about this. You know when you're in denial about something - you want things to carry on as they are, but deep down you know you're living a lie? Well that's where I am at the moment.

Now I've been able to be honest with myself I've started to feel better about who I really am - to the extent that I'm able to talk openly about the changes in my life and maybe - just maybe - start living as the 'real me' for the first time.

OK, here goes *deep breath* - I've come to the realisation that perhaps I'm not really a 'Steam punk' after all. When I search my soul, I think the whole thing's a bit dickish. I met some great guys and had some crazy times along the way (I'll never forget when I got my first goggles), but the dream is over.

It's been a wild rollercoaster ride...but it's over.
( Monty Boyce, My cheese game is strong, Fri 2 Aug 2013, 10:15, 5 replies, latest was 12 years ago)

Blimey, we all started threads with potential longevity

( Two Hats 🎩🎩, Fri 2 Aug 2013, 10:17, Reply)

I feel good for getting this off my chest.

( Monty Boyce, My cheese game is strong, Fri 2 Aug 2013, 10:21, Reply)

/ClevelandSteamerLOLs

(Reverend Fister "a disciplined fuckwit", Fri 2 Aug 2013, 11:09, Reply)

Speaking for The International Brotherhood of Steampunks
We'll be glad to be rid of you, we knew your heart wasn't in it.
( CQ Knows the truth, all of it., Fri 2 Aug 2013, 10:38, Reply)

:o(

( Monty Boyce, My cheese game is strong, Fri 2 Aug 2013, 10:57, Reply)