Tragic man
Your post and your replies made me really angry and then sad and then very angry again. You are a horrible pathetic excuse for a human being.

I have been to the funerals of two of my best friends father’s this year, and am really saddened to read that you think so little of yourself and your children that you think money will make your absence better. It won’t.

You rate the 6 independent reviews of people at work over your fiancé and children – I wonder if they rate you as highly? You realise, of course, that you would/could be replaced in an instance by your work, like they care. If you died tomorrow there would be someone else doing your job and life would go on. It’s a business; it should not be your bloody life.

You don’t drive under the influence but wake up hung-over? Do you drive ever? If you do, you are a menace on the road.

£60k really? You have very low self worth and, believe me that will not replace a father in your children’s eyes, unless of course you have been rated particularly low in their annual review.

You obviously recognise the fact that you have a problem, and posting here you were looking for some sort of approbation? If this is truly the road you want to travel, leave your family now, they don’t deserve to watch you drink yourself to death, and die slowly and painfully of cirrhoses.

I think I am back to being sad again, hangableautobulb, you however are in denial.

I hope you manage to sort yourself out for your family.
(LittleRock is planning her next meal, Fri 7 Nov 2008, 19:48, Reply)