I'm gonna take a guess at something here.
It sounds to me as though you have, by nature, some chemical imbalance that you're medicating with weed. I've known many who have done this- the Lunatic Artist was doing it a lot when we first met. So first step is to get to a doctor to discuss this THOROUGHLY. It may be that with a simple pill you can eliminate your need for weed. Abilify is good for bipolar, and has turned the lives of several people I know around.

In any case, quitting weed is VITAL. I'm dead serious here. You probably have an undiagnosed medical condition- not to be confused with a psychological condition, as this is biochemical in nature- and masking it with weed will keep the docs from figuring it out.

I don't believe you to be a whiny emo cunt, but rather someone who's in deed of meds. This is exactly why they've been invented, to help people like yourself who just need that stabilizing chemical to become functional.

Seriously, your symptoms that I've read here sound VERY familiar. Get thee to a doctor immediately!
( The Resident Loon Not a demographic. Do not measure., Thu 20 Nov 2008, 16:02, Reply)