Oh yes!
Boss K - I can't walk close to the edge of the platform at a station - I *know* I'll throw myself under. The same if I'm up somewhere high.
I have no intention of doing away with myself but that urge to just leap is there.

And PoD if I have a kitchen knife in my hand I always wonder what it would feel like to stick it into warm human flesh. The warm human flesh of the person standing next to me - whoever it might be - my son, mother, lover, best friend.
Just to sink it it, encase it in yielding soft skin.
It's almost sexual.
( chickenlady b3ta's very own Elizabeth Taylor, Thu 15 Jan 2009, 20:24, Reply)