Oh and...
I've tried to talk, but each time it seems to make things worse. He just gets defensive, which I could understand, but I'm never on the aggressive... And at the end of it he comes out with the "well, clearly I'm a no-good boyfriend and perhaps if that's what you think we'd be better off apart" which has me pathetically begging like a 5 yr old for him not to leave, and that I'm sorry for bringing things up.

I KNOW that is pathetic. Please god don't try to drive that home. But I don't want to lose him! Argh.

I know that our relationship is going to end. Because we can't talk things through, so how can it get better. But I keep making excuses like, it'll be ok when we're living together... etc. I don't know how long I can keep putting off what seems to be the inevitable.
(Psyche finishes work at the end of June! Yay!!!, Tue 28 Apr 2009, 12:48, Reply)