I'm baaaaaaaaaaack!
Yeah, like any of you care! :D
Back from my fishing vacation and the depression cloud has lifted. I am up for living life again instead of wanting to run away and crawl into a hole.
Postcards.....they will be sent out this week, and I will clean my apartment and I will buy my boyfriend a birthday present tomorrow (Wednesday).
Please understand, dear people of QOTW/OffTopic - I don't talk about my depression, although I have no problem talking about my arse issues. Everything excacerbates everything else, and I'm sure you'd rather hear about my arse than the fact I've tried killing myself twice in the last month! It's way funnier!
So yeah, I just confessed, things are fucked up but I'm crawling back up that hill, slowly and surely :)
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 6:13, 7 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

Hey
No need to end it all. Theres always something over the horizon, and a friends daughter killed herself 2 months ago, as she said no-one cared for her in the world. 200 people turned out to her funeral, and each shed at least one tear. Me? I blubbed like a baby. So, if not for yourself, consider how selfish it would be to the ones you leave behind. Many people love you & care for you- don't ever forget that. And theres always this band of renegades & nutters to drag you back up the hill when it gets steep.
Keep smiling- that picture of you with the fish shows you have a lovely smile.
All the best.
( Duke Of Belmsford has got 99 records, but Jay-Z ain't one, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 7:14, Reply)

Well
said
(never-right -getting it wrong since '78, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 9:01, Reply)

did the killing yourself attempts
involve your arse at all?
(bazmorningstar efil4nat3b, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 8:04, Reply)

Keep up the good work.
Good luck with the new diet, and get a little fresh air and light exercise every day.
( Noeli overtheshoulderboulderholderthingstraplatchboobs, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 8:26, Reply)

^This
When I come out after the gym, I feel like I could rule the world.

It still takes all the willpower I can muster to get in the gym though.
( girlinthehole, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 8:36, Reply)

No Bumsex?
Ah well, better luck later.
(porkylips looks better as the sun goes down., Wed 24 Jun 2009, 8:38, Reply)

You're only allowed to kill yourself
If the suicide somehow involves a blimp.
( whenanimalsattackhumans clad in global hypercolour, Wed 24 Jun 2009, 8:58, Reply)