Ok.
I would say, that although you are a good father, the effort you are putting in, probably with other aspects of your life, is causing you much pain and anguish. You are barely functioning, and you need to sort it, otherwise you will soon stop being the good father you want to be.
( Bartleby A dead man on vacation, Fri 10 Sep 2010, 9:58, 1 reply, 14 years ago)

I passed that, Bart, well on my way to fixing most aspects of my utterly destroyed life and mental health
(ok, maybe just the life bit), it's a matter of coping with the single thought that bounces around in my head, haunting and tearing me apart, totally preventing me from allowing myself to get close to anyone, but I can live with it now, I can hold conversations, I can carry on at work and stick to it, I can appear normal to anyone who doesn't scratch the surface
(The Cat Hater punch a cow for the planet, Fri 10 Sep 2010, 10:01, Reply)

I am laughing like a drain reading your miserable,
self-pitying drivel.
( Monty Boyce, My cheese game is strong, Fri 10 Sep 2010, 10:05, Reply)

there's no self pity here, mont
I know what I am, I know what I did and I'm just telling it like it is
(The Cat Hater punch a cow for the planet, Fri 10 Sep 2010, 10:07, Reply)