securely and helplessly mediocre
My whole life, as seen back in the wild years. All is full of love and culture and kinky little opinions that i was free to peruse or abandon, for minor quirks and sudden tempers. Every day and week and month still good enough to get off my arse and change the world. Or at least show off my enlightened views and amazing potential so that various models come to hoover up drugs from the gleaming bonnet of my Accord.

My whole life after roughly a quarter century. Back in the shit provincial dung pocket i escaped from, after four countries i was happier being. Doing the shitty down market education that was adequate seven years ago, failing it when i once did elite uni stuff. My massive circle of mates reduced to nearly triangular shape, and every day grief for the love i had and lost.

All because i always managed to convince myself "there are no limits"

and now i am behind average, and helpless of even doing their life preserving stuff. that would be so below me.


"Tolerance is supposed to be a temporary attitude, it has to induce recognition. To condone something means insulting it." -Goethe
(funktrash soul = combustion engine, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 16:50, 12 replies)

(blink)
I am perplexed, confused and possibly even bewildered.
I thought I could read English reasonably well.

Having read what you've written and failed to extract any meaning from it, I'm not certain any more.

Is it some kind of blank verse ?
( DukeEuphoria Comes highly reccomended, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 16:58, closed)

^^^ this ^^^
It reads like one of those english generators. Or the garbage put in spam to fool bayesian filters.
(moon monkey is busy making memories worth repressing, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 17:40, closed)

It's nominally English, if only because "pretentious spastic drivel" is not an officially-recognised language.

( The Mock TurtIe ™ --- Thinks you are a cunt, on, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 21:43, closed)

What do you want, oik?

( Dervel OTBC, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 12:49, closed)

Yes, your prose
is somewhat opaque. Are you broadly saying you took too many drugs at uni and made a mess of things?
(Happybara The jungle came alive and took him, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 17:17, closed)

So you're 25
and have pretty much convinced yourself life is at an end?
( Amberl was stripey and dominated Europe, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 17:23, closed)

cat tardis
worse. that things have gone on that i abandoned lightly. the exact ones that in the end made out all i claim to be. life, as i know it, being a part of what could be. if i hadn't convinced myself that all is in vain. as in "ooh, shiny, let's leave all this behind and try another way. oh.. the drugs are another thing that i miss (creative sector) misogynic warbling, yeah. and excuse the english, i am a russian in germany.
(funktrash soul = combustion engine, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 20:03, closed)

A permanently drug-monged Russian. Of course.

(Falstaff's Spiritual Successor, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 22:13, closed)

Nah,
this is the guy that does the dialogue for the Metal Gear Solid series.
(hairybuddha, Thu 12 Aug 2010, 22:48, closed)

..in soviet russia this opinion has you

Mechanic: Somebody set up us the bomb.

Operator: Main screen turn on.

CATS: All your base are belong to us.

CATS: You have no chance to survive make your time.

Captain: For great justice.
(funktrash soul = combustion engine, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 8:28, closed)

cat tardis?
Is that sort of like letting the cat out of the bag, but taken to a whole other level?
(spaffwrap indulged his power socket fetish on, Sat 14 Aug 2010, 3:53, closed)

well,
That's cleared that up then.
( bane, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 21:05, closed)