First Love
Way, way back in the early 1970's when I was a wee, pimply lad in high school, I fell in love with a girl a year younger than me - Cynthia Knight. She had rather well developed breasts for a 14 year old. Things lasted only two months, when she dumped me for my best mate (David Drain - known as "Draino"). Still, I picked up his girlfriend, the flat chested Merridee.

Several years later, I ended up with Cynthia again, but that lasted only a few months (time for some decent kissing / pashing / snogging). Then, a few years later again, after I had finished my first year at university, and Cindy had just finished school, we ended up together again. One warm summer afternoon, she was around my (actually, my parents place), swimming in the pool in the back yard. After a while. we took a break, and ended up on the sofa in the living room. One thing led to another, and soon her bikini top was off, revealing her magnificent mammaries, upon which I lavished much hand and oral attention. We decided my bed would be far more comfortable, so before long we were on my bed, naked - she was giving my now erect member some much needed attention, and I was exploring the inner areas of her wet lady parts.

Now, I was still a nervous virgin at this time, and was worried about going "all the way" - what if I was hopeless at it, or I did something wrong? So I wimped out - and she then dumped me.

Now, a few years ago, I found her again via a schoolfriends site - I was surprised that she remembered me, but said "I still have a photo of us together that was taken at your birthday in 1973." She was living in Brisbane, working as a nurse there (I was, of course, on the other side of the world, in Mississippi). We would send friendly messages via Facebook. Then, I lost my job, and all my email contacts and archives and stuff remained on my old work computer. I tried to contact her again, but she wasn't on Facebook, not under her maiden name at least.

So there are two lots of regrets- once as a teenager, because of my inexperience and fear to take that final step, and again as a much older and wiser (who am I kidding!) adult, because I foolishly didn't have a backup of all my email contacts.

If you are out there, somewhere, Cynthia - I still think about you all the time, regretting that I didn't take up the offer of what would have been wonderful lovemaking that you were giving to me on a plate - I'm sure I really hurt your feelings by what seemed to be a cold rejection.

Apologies for the length - she never got to experience it either.
(Maclir, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 19:48, 10 replies)

a 14 year old ... Several years later ... a few years later again ... Cindy had just finished school

Christ. How many years did it take the retard to finish school?
( Dr. Shambolic je suis charlie, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 19:53, closed)

The events related occurred over a four year period.
(Maclir, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 21:17, closed)

OK. Fair enough.
Your innumeracy/illiteracy made her sound like she was retarded.
( Dr. Shambolic je suis charlie, Tue 13 Dec 2011, 10:36, closed)

I think Merridee may be the worst name I have ever heard.
Apologies if there are any out there.
( scarpe We Stole Bikes, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 20:49, closed)

Combined with her last name "Ungley", plus she had no tits...

But she could kiss - man, could she kiss.
(Maclir, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 21:16, closed)

I found her again via a schoolfriends site

We would send friendly messages via Facebook.

Then, I lost my job, and all my email contacts and archives and stuff remained on my old work computer.

Online information storage Fail.
(Misery McUglywife an attention seeking sociopathic fuckstain., Mon 12 Dec 2011, 21:14, closed)

Really?
Surely if the contact details were on your FarceBook page, they would still be there? Or the 'schoolfriends site'?
(Spill, Wed 14 Dec 2011, 13:31, closed)

Her name was Mungley?
Pity she didn't go to our school. It was special.
(zebideedoodah likes florence but prefers venice, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 22:51, closed)

She was one of those girls with the nickname "Pirate's Delight" (sunken chest). I saw her when she was about 20, and she had developed slightly - but if she was lying down topless, her chest would look like a plate with two fried eggs sitting on it.
(Maclir, Tue 13 Dec 2011, 18:14, closed)