

particularly when santa empties his sack under my christmas tree.

it makes me feel like shit.
everybody is getting happy, and i feel like i should be happy, but i'm just feeling the same as always, and then that just makes me feel even worse, and then everyone says i should be happy because it's christmas, and i feel worse still for not being happy, and it just gets worse and worse until christmas is over.
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everybody is getting happy, and i feel like i should be happy, but i'm just feeling the same as always, and then that just makes me feel even worse, and then everyone says i should be happy because it's christmas, and i feel worse still for not being happy, and it just gets worse and worse until christmas is over.

i wish you the happiest new year ever man.
dont you like eating all the piiiiiie and stuff?
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dont you like eating all the piiiiiie and stuff?

Christmas is great for me honest.
Fact.
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Fact.

and the doctor sprinkled that disorder on top last year.
I'm seriously thinking of excaping to somewhere for christmas, but i don't know where.
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I'm seriously thinking of excaping to somewhere for christmas, but i don't know where.

christmas music in every department store for months before it's actually christmas.
and i'm jewish. that might have something to do with it.
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and i'm jewish. that might have something to do with it.

why can't it just be a religious celebration instead of a marketing move.
the cranberry.
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the cranberry.

Jumping Jack Flash / It's a gas, gas, gas
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?

i just know that they all sound the same, to me. and that they grate my mind like cheese.
and yeah, the whole marketing-instead-of-religion thing pisses me off. i mean, what're the biggest jewish holidays, rosh hashana, yom kippur, and passover? you don't see car dealerships painting the windows for those.
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and yeah, the whole marketing-instead-of-religion thing pisses me off. i mean, what're the biggest jewish holidays, rosh hashana, yom kippur, and passover? you don't see car dealerships painting the windows for those.