
Lost my Dad back in 2000 under similar circumstances and no-one who has'nt gone through the loss of someone so close can feel how your feeling right now.
It sounds corny as fuck but I found the best way to deal with it was to imagine them still there with you, just in your head rather than walking and talking. Although I'd imagine you don't feel anything but the emptiness that losing them has created.
Massive sympathy.
( , Tue 16 Aug 2011, 9:25, Reply)

but James during his life with me shone like a beacon in the darkest of places and I have nothing but happy memories of him - oh I miss him so much!
( , Tue 16 Aug 2011, 9:31, Reply)