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Cigarettes, gambling, porn and booze. What's your addiction? How low have you sunk and how have you tried to beat it?

Thanks to big-girl's-blouse for the suggestion

(, Thu 18 Dec 2008, 16:42)
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ooh....just a few
Magic Mushrooms
Spending money

13 years of using daily.

How low have I sunk?

Financially bankrupt.
Crim record for dealing, crim damage and violence. Crown and Magistrates Court,
Getting parental home raided,
Sucked cock for drugs,
Slept with skanky men for a bed for the night and drugs,
Lost numerous jobs,
Lost numerous friends,
Severly pissed off family,
Stomach ulcer,
Burst vessels in my nose,
Scars from self harm and smashing various objects over other peoples heads,
Chunks of teeth missing,
Heart strain,
Eating disorder,
10 years (and counting) prescription of anti-depressents...
...am sure there is more...may need a later post...memories abit fucked these days...

I am an addict. I will always be an addict. Being an addict isn't just a reliance on substances its a spiritual deficiency that relies on outside things to make you feel good when there really is a massive void inside that needs to be worked on. Putting substances down doesn't make it go away. It manifests itself other stuff and behaviours can define it.

I know all this because.......4 years of therapy, 6 months and one week of intensive rehab. Continuing ongoing daily recovery work...its something that is always there.

No booze for me this christmas.

Im coming up 18 months abstinent.
Im coming up to 30 years old.
(, Wed 24 Dec 2008, 20:31, 7 replies)
Merry Christmas
keep it up :)
(, Wed 24 Dec 2008, 23:03, closed)
I wish I was cool like you.
And did loads of drugs and that.
(, Wed 24 Dec 2008, 23:08, closed)
wow you have had loads of drugs
quick tell everyone you have done loads of drugs
(, Wed 24 Dec 2008, 23:21, closed)
Taking my inventory eh.


I was just answering the question.
(, Thu 25 Dec 2008, 0:13, closed)
Good luck
May good things happen to you in 09 and keep on staying clean and dry.

Best wishes
(, Thu 25 Dec 2008, 0:55, closed)
Is everyone here on drugs (prescription or otherwise)?

(, Thu 25 Dec 2008, 12:01, closed)
Merry Christmas
I think your description of addiction sums it up perfectly. Well done for getting this far, if you've gone that far down not so many get out of it. Knowing you'll never be 'cured' is half the battle I think so you don't get fooled into thinking 'one won't hurt'.

Have a good Christmas and ignore the idiots on here above...
(, Thu 25 Dec 2008, 12:50, closed)

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