Well...
I had my sad songs playlist on reading this....with all the crap going on in my life at the moment, and hallelujah in my ears, i broke down in front of my entire class...

also last night, at about 5 in the morning, realising that everyone I know, and everything I love will one day die. I have real problems trying to reconcile my beliefs with things i take to be scientific fact....and i really want to believe in eternal life, and all that stuff....but it messes withy my head so much I want to explode...So I cried...really really cried...then fell asleep almost instantly...

and watching my 10 yr old sister sleep...shes been really ill recently, and shes growing up so fast, I just want to suspend this moment in time...
( Mr.Ons knows you can hear him, Earthmen., Thu 14 Apr 2005, 19:13, Reply)