Really, it's part of my...
..."don't worry so much" plan for life. I'm in the happy position to get this done just now, but I'm acutely aware that this might not be the case in the future. So I'll take the sort term pain now, deny myself other stuff that I might well do/get/experience otherwise, and generally [iss myself off so I don't have to worry about it in the future.

I've always been the sensible one, so I'd love to get in the position where - well, I don't feel like I hae to worry so much.
( Fireflier La la la la, not listening on, Thu 14 Aug 2008, 0:15, Reply)