Sounds all quite normal
When I was doing my A levels a lad I knew from my Saturday job hanged himself because he'd failed his exams again. I was shocked for a short while but no more. Then a couple of weeks later I broke down in tears during an English Lit class - the thing that triggered it off was reading a death scene in a book.

As everyone has already said, it'll come or it won't - don't beat yourself up about it.
( chickenlady b3ta's very own Elizabeth Taylor, Fri 29 Aug 2008, 16:49, Reply)