As you say, it's very knife twisty
It's going to be very hard for both of us but we mean too much to each other to take the easy path of just disappearing from each others' lives completely - That's even more an alien concept to me than the current situation.

On the bright side it has given me a massive kick up the arse and caused me to think about myself a lot more. I've already made what I feel is some pretty decent progress in sorting myself out. Woo!

I just hope, for her sake, she manages to do the same. She's the most amazing person I know and deserves to have her current personal situation behind her. If it takes us being just friends to catalyze that process for us both then it's for the best - so long as we stay friends.

You know what, I think I'm starting to turn a corner here.
( Captain V, Sun 31 Aug 2008, 14:27, Reply)