@LVP
I'd love to blame mario kart withdrawal but unfortunately that's not it (even though I've not played in a while).

I'm going through what I seem to go through everyday during the afternoon which is to have my head reach the brink of explosion thinking about packing in my job and going back to uni or carrying on working while I teach myself computer programming and get my own place and any number of other "oh my god what's the point of my existence I'm wasting my life but also completely unable to decide what I'd like to do if I stopped wasting my life" type thoughts.

By the time I'm home again I'll be quite content with my, in the grand scheme of things, insignificant and intellectually unchallenging existence as a 9 to 5 monkey.

*sighs*

As much as I like what is termed as depressive realism, for it is very enlightening, I sometimes long for the bliss that is ignorance.

*urges lithium to work better*
( Captain V, Tue 25 Nov 2008, 12:27, Reply)