Any sex from the beginning of my relationship
We made love in bed, in the living room, out in the fresh air as the rain poured through the branches of the ancient oaks. It came from nothing, a look, a touch, a need.

We connected like I had never connected with anyone, we were one, writhing together, loving together, happy to just to be together. We skipped lectures and drove out to the beach, ran naked into the sea and held each other until we were warm again; no one had ever made me feel warm like that.

I can't remember when it ended, it seems like such a long time ago; I guess life just got in the way, that presentation and an early night became more important. We'll make time we decreed, but planning sex ruins it before it's even started and soon we found ourselves lying in bed together staring at the ceiling with a gulf between us.

I still love her, I think; I hope she still loves me. But things have changed and I don't think we can ever go back to those days. Sex may not be the defining factor ina long term relationship, but it is a barometer that cannot be fooled.

How do you spilt up with someone you still love and need?

I'm afraid this story fails as there is no ending yet, we'll have to see...
( Naked Ape call me Caitlyn, Tue 24 Feb 2009, 15:53, Reply)